Sunday, 9 February 2014

Say "Hi" to the Old Me

Pretty Girl Rock
By: Keri Hilson

 "My name is Toni, I'm so very... lalalalala.... Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful (Repeat 2x)" 

Note: I don't want to brag about myself but I need to write this blog because old pictures of me have been invading my Facebook. (I hope it won't ruin my reputations though) All thanks to my sister! -_-

Why this song? hmmm... You see, I'm really maldita before, during high school.  I have rivals and enemies at school, me and my friends used to sing this along our corridors just to tease them . Imagining my face before, I can't believe I had the guts to be "ganda-gandahan" I am admitting it, I really don't want to brought up all of my pictures in the past, because I know it is not something to be proud of. I am writing this now because of a realization. Earlier I had a commotion with somebody (very close to my heart) about a picture being uploaded by my sister on Facebook, he is one of the tagged persons in the pictures (see pic. below). I want him to remove the pictures on his wall and then untag himself, just like what I did with my own account (because I am also tagged) I am really stressing him and forcing him to do as I say. He was so lucky he's in their church that's why I told him to do it immediately after. He got mad at me for being too O.A. as in OVER ACTING in the situation. (to be continued...)


I remember I once told him before, "Grabe nman, makaaway yung mga tao sa itusra ni  Deniece Cornejo (the girl behind Vhong Navarro's case) dati, 'e nagbabago naman talaga lahat ng tao." He got shocked because it was the first time I defended that girl, well, HELL NO! continuing with my sentiment, "Pano nalang pag naging artista ako, edi sasabihin din ng mga tao na nagparetoke ako, kahit hindi naman talaga, lotion lang kasi, tsaka pareho kami ni Deniece (dati) naka braces." And then... HE LAUGHED! :(


(continuation...) He scolded me as if I was child. I almost did cry because he too, he's too O.A. to get angry that way. But later on, I've realized, he really has a point. Now, it's all clear to me; In the first place I should not be ashamed of myself because no matter what happens it's still the same person, it's still me. He also taught me to thank the past for it is the reason who I am now. What matters most is that compared to before I've change into a much better person inside and outside, indeed, that's one hell of a thing to be proud of. So, people don't be too judgmental! please?


BEFORE


P.S.
I really believe that the reason for my skin color before is because my formations (C.O.C.C/C.A.T) every morning and afternoon of everyday. -_- 


AFTER



I believe that all mankind are beautiful, each were created by God uniquely different from one another . -tonipretty <3




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